it’s ridiculous what i’m doing because i’m probably only setting myself up for disappointment..i guess i’m just doing what i do best.

i messaged someone who i didn’t think i was going to again, until yesterday. i asked him to maybe go for coffee sometime this weekend so we could catch up more and i’m scared to go check my phone because i’m scared he’s gunna say no, even though i told him he didn’t have to say yes. 

i guess you never know what’s gunna happen until you actually do something about how you feel, right? hopefully it was worth the try :s